By the time you have read over half of Bleak House, you barely know the man that Esther seems to be interested in. Her decision to withhold information tells us something about her character. During the parts of Bleak House from Esther’s narration, we, as readers, get the feeling that she is very aware that she is telling us a story and picks what she wants to tell us. As a result, sometimes information that we think might be important to us, she leaves out. This choice of hers tells us a lot about what she thinks is important at various times in her life. This cannot be seen more than by the way she introduces us to Dr. Allan Woodcut.
The first time Esther introduces the reader to Woodcut it is as an afterthought. She states, “I have omitted to mention in its place, that there was some one else at the family dinner party... It was a gentleman” (214). At this point she doesn’t even bother to tell us his name merely describing him as “a gentleman of a dark complexion - a young surgeon” (214). Because she doesn’t tell us his name, it is clear that she doesn’t seem to think that we will be very interested in him. She at least deems the happenings between Richard and Ada more interesting and more important than her own romantic interests. This shows us that Esther’s character is more concerned with other people than with herself. She is outwardly focused, tracing the development of other characters more than her own. Her thoughts about the doctor are only important to give us some information to consult later in the book. However, Esther deliberately doesn’t tell us much about him, keeping our focus on Ada and Richard’s relationship. I believe that it is because this early in the novel Esther isn’t looking for a relationship. She is still establishing her position in the house, her relationship with the people she lives with, and her position within society. Pursuing a man, or being pursued by one would only upset the security she has recently found.
Later in the book though, we find out more about Esther’s thoughts about Woodcut. When she is at Mr. Boythorn’s house recovering from her illness, Esther tells us that she considered loving Woodcut. She had kept the flowers that he had given her earlier in the novel. What is interesting is that the flowers are one of the first things she tells the reader about after she sees how her looks have changed. She wants to connect the memories she has of Woodcut, dried and put away like the flowers, with her new outward appearance. I’m sure she had other thoughts, but she only foregrounds the ones which pertain to Woodcut. This tells me that her feelings towards Woodcut were more serious than she led us to believe. Instead of informing the reader about how she perceived herself would compare to Ada’s perception of her, or anyone else who hadn’t seen her yet, she focuses on a man we barely know anything about. At this point in her life, when she has a lot of free time and has to deal with the way she looks, Woodcut becomes important. Before, when she could focus on other things, she pushed him towards the back. However, because of this scene, it is obvious that he has always been in the back of her mind. It also becomes clear that she worries about what he thinks of her. It is after a drastic change to her appearance that she brings him up, suggesting that she connects her looks with his perception of her.